It's very uncomfortable to witness own genius do all kinds of mental acrobatics to defend its fallen being. When it becomes clear where one is still betraying the self, immense dissonance can cause vertigo and even nausea, for the reversal releases poisonous arrows onto the body. Negative ego mind holds the conditioning to defend its deceitful master, like a soldier goes to war for the overlords. It takes a brave heart to defy the tyrannical laws of the imposter that keeps one in the descend of pride, arrogance, revenge, rage and self righteousness to establish false sense of comfort. It takes a true King to evict invaders from His sacred lands.
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